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I think, honestly, I would describe myself as singular. I keep to myself, I mean, yeah, I have friends and whatnot, but it’s always myself, singular, selfish, maybe even. To where, I mean, like everyone thinks about themselves, puts themselves first. And I’ve struggled with that, in a way that it’s like, I don’t want to be selfish. I don’t want to be singular. But that’s, I am that way. And I when I’ve been told by people that are closest to me, like, yeah, you’re kind of selfish. Which, and I took that and I was like, Okay. And that’s lately what I’ve been thinking about a lot about myself. I have my good friend and family, they tend to not be as close to me. I mean, no one has really I think it’s just me singular. That’s how I feel.

It’s just me. I’m just goofy me.

I mean, it’s cliche, but I do want to present like positivity, and be positive. And it’s like a good energy, a good feeling, whatever vibe, whatever you want to call it. And making people comfortable, that’s a big thing.

I think of myself as like, just a singular person just just me by myself. I think people that would see me or know me think like, Oh, he’s got friends, whatever they, they’d laugh, they seem to be close. So they, they would think I’m more of a people person and more extroverted, probably more open to people, which I am. But I don’t know. It’s just a thing. Me and myself. been going through lately.

I mean, I like myself. Just my being comfortable or having people be comfortable with me, and being around me and like, I’m very accepting to everyone. Yeah. So I would never change that. And I’ve been told, Oh, yeah, around you I’m not self conscious. I’m not, you know, second guessing. they can be comfortable with me.

I mean, I don’t want to sound negative, but like, maybe deceptive or deceiving, possibly. You know, you see me but maybe you don’t see all of me. Layered.